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June 30, 2009

Having a Perfect Body

Filed under: Health,Lifestyle — Tags: , , , , — claban @ 9:45 am

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All of us want a healthy body. Even most of us are dreaming to have that perfect model shape. The magazines, newspapers and the whole media are advertising it that all of us can have that perfect built. However most of the time, we ended up just dreaming.

But now, I have find a way to connect with these people who have exerted their efforts and reached the ladder of success when it comes to having that model shape look that we are all aspiring for. I have found this site which encourages me to take the step now. My dream is just few clicks away. This site offers free membership and gives me the opportunity to deal with topnotch body builders, gym instructors and health enthusiasts. They broaden my knowledge on how I can achieve that perfect body that I have been hoping. It is indeed true that we need to hear it from the horse mouth the proper pieces of advice when it comes to body building and shaping.

Looking at them at their cameras, I have truly believed with the sayings that “patience is a virtue” and “you sow what you reap”. It is certainly worth the long gym hours of sweat. Having the words of determination from the people who have made it to the success of having that perfect body and the discipline and dedication from one’s self, a reward is already waiting. A reward which is all worth the efforts.


June 24, 2009

Insufficient Sleep

Filed under: Lifestyle — Tags: , , , , , — claban @ 7:38 am

sleep-deprivationLast night, I was really in the mood to be staying up late. I was even listening to music and browsing different sites until I realized its already past two o’clock in the morning. And another disastrous thing was my stomach was not also in the condition, I had to visit the comfort room once in a while.

Now, I have a lot of things to do but I am not in the condition. I still want to sleep. I got up so early because my cousin was already screaming for he was painting our gate. Everybody kept on knocking on my door and asking for a lot of things.Due to this insufficient sleep, my mind is not working anymore. It keeps on telling me to return to my bed but I can’t. It’s too hot here in my room though my electric fan is already put on maximum. My younger siblings are now on their mood to play and I can’t sleep. The tricycles and other vehicles’ sounds are too noisy. My sister Mariz is already on her schedule to watch TV. Everybody is busy and alive but I still want to sleep.

I have to work this afternoon. My long lost classmate is here and will be celebrating her birthday. I want to do a lot of things but due to insufficiency of sleep, I really don’t know what to do.My head aches, my stomach aches, everybody is screaming. But I want to solve this insufficiency of sleep.

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June 23, 2009

Shocked and Confused

Filed under: Gossips — Tags: , , , , , , , , — claban @ 6:39 am

fclady2Shocked and confused…. that’s how I exactly feel right now. I am in a stage wherein I realized that there are things that do happen accidentally or beyond reasons. That it just occur unexpectedly wherein it is so hard to comprehend and dig out why it happened. Still now, I don’t know the reason and still I can not understand.

Why am I uttering these words? It’s all because of the incident that happened this morning. My boss had to step out of our office to focus on other jobs. Even her was shocked. My boss was the best. I can testify on that but why does she need to leave? Perhaps, there are reasons but this circumstance is very strange. I can not really comprehend. I love my boss. Of all the superiors that handled me, she is the only one who see the potential I have. I have gotten to know myself better, and its all because of her. She finds out the best in me so that I can be a very effective employee. I owe her a lot. She is not just a boss but a second mother too. She advises me a lot. She is frank, cheerful. And I can’t imagine working for someone else.

However, everything is beyond my control. As an employee, I’m looking forward assignments abroad, tours and seminars with her. Effectiveness isn’t what I’m aiming for, rather become an efficient employee when it comes to manage resources.

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Outpouring the Feelings

Filed under: Lifestyle — Tags: , , , , , , — claban @ 6:32 am

It has been weeks that I wanted to write but I was still covered up with too much negatives and I don’t want my blogs to be afflicted with all those pessimistic views. Maybe now is the right time to outpour everything.

I am very much disappointed and frustrated in regards to what happened these past few weeks. It made me realize a lot of things. People are really different. Everything changes. Money and position ruin relationships. Some people are thirsty for power and fame. Some people will destroy you to uplift their names. There are no real friends in a dishonest world.
Never trust. Don’t share secrets with strangers. Some people wear masks and pretend to be kind and motherly to you. Some guys are more talkative than girls. Even if you do good things for them, they will still find ways to destroy you. Bad people never appreciate good memories and never been grateful for wisdom. Small minds never understand and will never understand good ideas. Gossips are more powerful than facts.

During those darkest hours, I have recognized all the good and kind-hearted people who are willing to extend their hands for me to stand up and face the reality. I considered them as angels in disguise. I already know how to distinguish people. It is a skill that I have discovered as young as I am. I appreciate more the love of the people around me. My better half and the members of the family supported me all the way. I have seen the good people who believe in my potentials and abilities. They are the people who have trusted and have seen the real me. From the bottom of my heart, what happened was a blessing. It was one of the big challenges I need to surpass. To all my destroyers, thank you for the time you spent in ruining my name. I was affected but it turned out right. I become more mature in life especially in dealing with people like you. And to all the people who trusted and believed in me, my debt of gratitude to all of you. You don’t know how much you lifted up my spirit. May more blessings come to you in thousand folds.

June 22, 2009

Some Thoughts Before I Go to Sleep

Filed under: Lifestyle — Tags: , , , , , , — claban @ 9:20 am

I’ve been struggling to fall asleep for the last few days. I just want to release some stress and think of only positive things.
Its raining hard and I love it. I don’t like a heated the summer. I always suffer from nose bleeding, and I worry about haemorrhage, cancer, etc. I get so paranoid with a lot of blood coming out from my nose. The fact that it is raining, the temperature drops by few degrees and it’s much more agreeable at nights.

I like my new found so called “virtual friends” and I’m now enjoying the cyber world. Things occur in random sequence for me, and I can say that I’m enjoying where things are taking me. This afternoon, Baby Anne, my 6-year-old-sister brought me a box. I was shocked seeing all my diaries ever since. I never imagined I have a lot of finished diaries wherein my late grandmother kept. I’ve read two of those and it just brings back the old memories; memories that lead me to where I am now. It’s funny because there’s this certain person that was always mentioned there. He might never know how special he has been to me. He will never know. I always got hurt before but reasons may never be valid. He is really that special. Maybe the time had already passed of sharing special moments with him. We are both on our happy worlds now but he will always remain special to me in silence.

These past few days, I received chats, calls and emails from the people I never expected to communicate with me anymore. It’s just uplifting that they still do remember and exert a little effort knowing that I am OK. I am planning to write again tomorrow. There are lots of thoughts running in my mind but my eyes don’t cooperate anymore.

I feel like laying down,stretcingh my arms, listen to the rain and close my eyes. Night! Night!

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Sadness is Overflowing

Filed under: Lifestyle — Tags: , , , , , — claban @ 9:10 am

The company that my boyfriend Ian had applied for sent me a text message few minutes ago and now it’s sinking in my system. He gave my number so that I’ll be the first one to know. The message was he is already leaving for abroad. The months of preparations, the papers, everything is now coming into realization.

I was there in all the preparations, applications, the letters, everything. I exerted effort for this. This is his dream. This is his career growth. This is for us. But why am I crying? Just the thought of him leaving makes me cry. I understand and I was even the one helping with all those stuffs. I will miss him. Everything. The everyday moments we spend together. The laughter, the quarrels, the ups and downs of our relationship, our break-ups, his smell, his feet, his hair, his nose, his butt, his ears, his embrace, his hugs and kisses, our motorcycle rides, his concern, his care, his love. Everything, All of the shared moments together.

I love Bas-shan. That’s what I call him. I love him so much. It’s almost five years being together. The complexities of our relationship have been understood through these years. Our differences are now our strengths. He knows everything about me. And now that he’s leaving and I will be left behind. It’s my fear now. How will I adjust? Everyday we are together. We just don’t see each other if I have a seminar. I can’t imagine being with somebody else. He loves everything in me. Before I was questioning about his love for me but he proved me how much he loves me. He may not the romantic-type-person in the romantic novels and movies, he has a different style of loving and I love it.

We will be apart for 2 years or more. I have been dependent to him. He is my system. We will be on the opposite sides of the world and its only through the internet that I can see him. I’m missing him now though he’s coming in few minutes. Can I surpass this sadness? I can’t think anymore, I’m already crying.

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Why: A Question of Doubt

Filed under: Lifestyle — Tags: , , , , , , , , — claban @ 8:59 am

I can not totally believe that I feel the same pain again though I’m trying not to think about it. At the end of the day, when all work has been done, and I’m alone, the pain keeps coming back. As if it has just been piled up but its still there. Then suddenly intensifying, erupting and aching so heavily.

Explanations had been given. Compromises were laid down. I believe in some ways but I am just human. I’m hurt and it’s not easy to let go of the pain. I can not say ok, let it be. So many questions keep popping up and now I’m in misery having no questions answered. I’m in total doubt and I can no longer define the word trust. But why? Through the years, I have grown and I understand. I understand more and much deeper. I have widened my horizon for me to better realize and adapt to the complexities of human behavior. I have never questioned the shortcomings you have. I have never asked for more than what you don’t have. I am totally contented of who you are and what we share.

It is just so unfair. Very unfair for my part. I have been good and I’m trying to be good in everything that I do. I do believe in excellence. Excellence is a practice of continuous success. And success is being the best in everything you are. That’s my whole package. Once you meet me, its either you love me or hate me but you can ignore me.

But why now I’m hurt? Is it because I expected too much or I trusted more? I don’t even have quality time for myself because I have forgotten the word I and me. It’s all we and us because I want to share the blessings I have. I am not selfish and I always consider the feelings and the sake of my loved ones. Now, because of making others happy, I am left confused.

I don’t even have the time for myself. I can’t even go to the parlor to fix my looks. I can’t even go shopping and use my time looking for clothes and shoes. I can not even go to the bookstore and just have time looking for good books. I can not sleep during my vacant hours. It’s all because I always want to balance my life and share myself to others. I want to give everyone quality time.

I thought you understand my job and supported me in all my undertakings. Is time a problem? How can I trust you when we are far from each other? How can I trust you with big things if small cases you can not handle? Revenge will never be a solution. But I am in pain and I can not hide it anymore.

Answer me why… Take away all the doubts. Bring me back my trust. Or just let go…

June 21, 2009

At the End of the Day

I’m hungry! I got home and the frage was empty. So I decided to boil eggs. I wanted it fried but I realized that I have to keep my cholesterol under control. I never really have plans, so much went through my head while waiting on my eggs to fix me a nice salad:

Patience is really a virtue. I always put that trait inside my system. Months and almost a year had passed that I had this heartache towards this person. It’s only between us what really had happened. We’ve seen each other through these months but the coldness has been more dominating. I asked about the reasons but never had an answer. So I just let the time passed and assumed that the friendship was over. It was just last night that we had a good and sincere conversation. We poured out all the heartaches and understand that sometimes friendship has to find its own space for it to be much stronger. It’s not yet over. The coldness and silence are just mere reminders on how to keep a friendship going.

No money can equal the love of a family. I was in the car with my dad a little while back, and with all his moral support for my interview, I remember the days when I was having my first interviews in the university and my first applications in the big companies. He was always there to give me good hints and advices on how I can answer well. I just love being with my dad. The laughter and stories we shared together are more than anything. After all, I’m still my daddy’s little girl.

My Ian just arrived this morning. Unexpected gifts and surprises he brought for me. I just love each and every moment we spend together. ts so funny that no matter how people keep secrets, it will still be revealed. Now I know the real game.

After all the criticisms, it was just them who laid the cards down. I’m not the loser. Guilty people will always be guilty. Love is overflowing now. I love everyone around me especially those who love me beyond words and explanations. I love everything that is coming my way, rather good or bad, in my opinion is how each situation is handled.

Ting! goes the timer. My eggs are ready…

Its so nice to feel good at the end of the day. I am looking forward for a positive day tomorrow.

Bianing: My Lovely Sister

Maria Angela is the third child of Bobet and Beth. She is the youngest among the three daughters. Baby Anne is the nickname given to her but because of Tia Mercy; she was named of Bianing, and she hysterically disagrees with it.
Knowing that she hates it most to be called by the name of Bianing, I insisted to use that name from now on. She will frown, pinch, kick, shout and even cry because of the code name Bianing and I find it amusing teasing her.

All jokes aside, not just because she is the youngest among us, I love Baby Anne very much. She was the one directly affected by the separation of my parents. She was the baby then, full of innocence, who didn’t know anything why everything happened. She was the daughter supposed to be given the attention and love but because of the parting ways of our parents, she was a bit deprived of that. She didn’t grow up the way I was raised. She was used to sleep without a mom beside her. Storytelling of fairy tales can only be counted. She has not been on field trips compare to me who experienced these adventures when I was her age. She grew up a bit different but then I respected my parents choice of letting her understand that things were not meant to be anymore.

She received a public school education unlike me and other sister Mariz who went to private. She exceled in all her school activities despite the little supervision my mom gives her. At times, I don’t even see her browsing her books or studying at all. Now, I can truly say that we are really unique in our different ways. We may not be given the same pampering attention but success is a personal choice.

I was crying when she sang Glowing Inside during her Pre School Graduation. Topnotch students from all the sections were selected to lead the song. I never expected her to be so talented. The indescribable feeling ran through my veins seeing her standing out among her peers wearing the same gown I wore when I graduated in Prep. She didnt look
like the one being deprived by love and attention. She appeared not a product of a broken home. She looked like a daughter with intact family members.

Not pity but love, great love. The attention may never be the same and the lifestyle may never be similar but the love continues. She’ll always be a priority to me. I fee a sense of responsibility to fill up the loopholes for her.

After All Im Blessed

Filed under: Lifestyle — Tags: , , , , , — claban @ 6:13 am

I’m a bit down right now and its one great evidence why I am starting a blog. My eye bugs are getting bigger each day. I just realized now that I’m always sickly. I’m very much piled up with this and that. And now I’m tired. And just want to stop just even for a moment.

I’m listening to the song Beautiful in my Eyes so that even for few minutes, I will feel relieve and free from stress. I love this song because I keep on playing it for thousand times. I want that song to be played on my wedding. That is if I want to get married. hehe! Kidding aside, that’s also my dream. I just wish I still like this song when the time comes. I’m very much affected with the people putting down their phones on me. But getting the positive side of it; its all about life. Amidst all the not interested and dropping of phones, there would still be someone who will set an appointment. That’s how cruel life can be, but I just need to look on the silver lining. At the end of the day, I will just realize that all of those are just figures. They are all figures after all. I want to sleep now and hug my pillows tight. I’m so tired but I’m very thankful that I can help more, touch more lives and enjoy more. I’m very much blessed after all.

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